Some time ago...

Some time ago I wrote the last post. Some time ago, I was someone else? That was my fear, the reason why I avoided peeking into our past ideas. Reading the lines, the words, the ideas of back then makes me crumble, crumble in awe. What I see is not a forgotten and lost history, it is the seeds of myself that have slowly grown from a weak flower into something bigger and stronger. Something that can now sometimes give shade, protect from the rain, but still is bend by the storm and challenged by the hottest sun. When I read the words of the past I start to feel more than ever that life is faith. Faith guides us through life and converts our beliefs into ourselves. The process of growing into the person you could be is a long, a cheerful, an interesting but at times a tiring and heart-breaking one. It is a path of finding, choosing, selecting and letting go of the battles, the places, the people of your life.

Being on this path, I feel now more than ever that this path is a path worth discovering, it's a life being worth to be discovered and it is yourself being worth to grow into what previously was just a belief, just faith, just an imaginary future. And now, since part of my imaginary future has become my present, is the time to say thank you. Thank you for everyone who walked with me on this journey, everyone who let go, everyone who tried to understand and everyone who didn't. Thank you to the people who stood by me in the moments of utmost confusion, the moments of despair and the moments of me freaking out about all those crazy changes in my life. Thank you to you special one, who was always there in one way or the other. You who helped my develop and maintain the faith that this all is possible, that happiness and fulfillment is not just an illusion and who is just a part of me now, no matter how far or different we will be.